Yes ! This is life...

Yes it happens.it will happen that people around you will screw up your life.Time will come when you feel completely broken down.you will feel that not a single person is ready to understand what is happening inside you.They will turn their face when you ask for help.sometimes your dearest ones will not understand you.someone very special will start to ignor you completely and you will be clueless.someone will kick your true feelings.They will reject you. they will screw up your confidence.they will make you doubt your abilities eventhough you are right.some day someone will come and snatch away your loved one like someone have snatched away your beautiful toys in childhood.you will see that only darkness is lightening up around you.you will not find a single way.your inner chaos will be starting to kill you slowly slowly.your tears will be lost in the darkness without noticed by anyone.Every festival will stabbing you and you will not feel to celebrate a single moment.you will be speechless at many points.you will ask many questions to god but even he will not reply a single one.you will see everything good is happening to  bad ones only.you will again doubt god.you will doubt his existence.Even some people will console you and inside they will be happy that this is happening to you.you will have nothing to lose except basic necessity of your life.you will try to be hard to bad people but you will fail to do so and again you will fall in the dark valley of sadness and frustration.people will use you and you will be like prostitute and by the time you will not have even enough strength to resist.your tears will be frozen behind your eyes.you will lose your hope that some day everything will be fine and the same thing has been told you before few years back or may be in your childhood.your true emotions will become your greatest weaknesses.you will think to jump from top of the building or kill your self anyway but then you will be reminded your responsibility and you choose to die everyday slowly slowly.even if you wanna cry out loud and scream you can't because people will find entertainment in it.you will feel that everone is walking with you but when you turn your face around everyone will disappear.your faith will be lost that good happens to good people and you will have to trust whatever is happening around you.Time will come when even your family members will not understand you and nobody will be left to whom you can share what the fuck you are facing in your life.you will feel to tear apart your computer screen when you read a quotes like"Life is beautiful".you will feel to cry again and again till you die when you see her whatsapp status addressing her boyfriend.her Facebook status will pierce your eyes.And you will experience that nothing is working.you will try everything..alcohol, drugs, meditation, prayers...almost nothing will work.life will be like a poison and all remain is that you wait for the last day of your life.

All you have to believe is that yes! This is Life....